This is real talk. I suck. It has been more than 5 years since I’ve posted..
When life gets to you, you pick and choose what you put aside to make time for others, my blog/youtube was not something I’ve intentionally wanted to put aside, I’ve gotten so wrapped up in my work life, my social life and dealing with ups and downs of pent up stress and anxiety.
I just want to take the time to be transparent to the readers (if there are even any one reading this) and myself, I am my worst enemy, I tends to overthink things and make things more difficult on myself. For example; I have many things I want to blog about but I know better to know to only stick to one thing but my aspiration is to reach out to many different types of people.
So don’t be surprised if I blog about something else besides video games, I am just in the process of refocusing myself.
What have I been doing the past 5 years? It is a scary thought isn’t it?
So for the last week or so I was uberly stressed out and frustrated whether it’s work or my computer crapping out on me or drama or just simply not getting any sleep. A break from the world was long over due..
I finally got a day off, yes on a Tuesday. I was finally able to do my laundry, clean up the house a bit and let my newly reformatted computer do its windows update and all at the same time downloading games I’ve lost along the way.
That’s not the best part yet! I was able to enjoy a 4 mile run in the park that I’ve been craving for, left me recharged. For the first time I was able to poke around in the farmers market even though I didn’t buy anything but a bottle of water, it was nice just being alone enjoying the sun even if it’s just for a couple of hours…
I can finally breath again even if it’s just for today. I feel recharged, motivated and ready to go for the first time in a long time. Sitting here writing this listening to Chillstep and drinking tea.
I picked up some fruit from the grocery store, wondered into the magazine section and picked up a copy of PC Gamers, read a few articles and 2 of which were about Chivalry: Medieval Warfare being the next biggest game and S.T.A.L.K.E.R: Call of Pripyat (Playing this one after Shadow of Chernobyl) being one of the top 25 best shooter games among other awesome games like Battlefield 3, Counter-Strike, Left 4 Dead 2 and many others. Makes me feel honored to bring you guys my experiences with these awesome games through videos in the future.
Again I’d like to thank those who read my blog and kept up with it, it is keeping me motivated.
Am actually about to record a video in a few moment! 🙂
Wondering why there’s a picture of a puppy with sunglasses? There’s no specific reason for it.. Puppies always cheer people up! If not, I leave you with one of my fav. song from Blackmill.